assignments are piling up. i can feel the pressure. i'm falling back in my reading. mid-terms are coming. i'm in deep shit.

today's chemistry lab reinforced my dislike for chemistry labs here. sorry mdm tong (i still love yours!). but things are different in a way here. everything is a mess; the equipments are everywhere and not exactly similar to those i'm used to, sinks are minimal, etc etc. and one can get so selfish in the lab even though she got help from the people sitting around her.. bitch. where's the fun, the joy, the support? everything is competition now.

i'm pissed and in a total wreck.