i have stayed the way as a loner eversince i came to toronto. if not for my bro, i would really be a hermit. but now i miss friends. friends whom share the same interest, speak the same, think alike, understand one another. friends that i only had in singapore.

and guess what triggered this so-called random thought? the sitcom friends. watched the episode where they played poker and realized i haven't felt the way they felt in a long time. acting, but still fun! bowling, mahjong, neoprints. these are history to me.

i'm tired trying to fit in now because i know i'm different and so are they. so i have stopped and am annoyed even with the littlest act. i'm becoming un-friendless-ly cynical. SAVE ME!

PS: yes mel, i'm under the warning zone of depression.