today school was a whirl.
was on the verge of breakdown [or haf i already brokedown?]. got most of the remaining papers back and wad can i say?
nothing
silence says it all..

emaths on the whole was *ahem*.. !@#$^&*() so was physics(2) and chemistry.. practical for physics and chemistry wasn't too bad.
chinese must have been the best.
checking other papers tmr..
[cross my fingers!]

was kinda emotionally and mentally low today. out of sorts.. me and sheryl were like calculating our L1R5 and letting ourselves be engulfed by depression..
ohmygod . diedie . cham
must let the steam, the frustration out. maybe crying or shouting out would be good. at least better den keeping the stress and sadness to yourself that could end up into suicidal thoughts or madness. maybe i should end up crying tonight and put the whole thing behind me.
maybe i should just put my heart and soul into working with a heart and soul to get what i wish and want.

it's always the same thing about working hard and starting early instead of last minute cramming. but all these talk and no actions. it's crap.
shld just stand up and fight for wad i want.
it's better den doing nothing.
try, at least.
try, i must.